check the deep waters.

im not perfect,thats why im nobody.

alrite,today was alrite just that i got pissed sometimes.and i slept for two periods today!!!math and chinese k.gosh.so crap laaa.heh.anyway the bloody exams are coming soon and i havent started studying,like wtf right?gosh.and i so dont feellike i need to study??ugh.okay enough.all the talk abt studies is making me adgitated.heh

so..other thenthat,ive been feeling left out most of the time.things have changed.maybe for the better for most ppl but its jus gone downhill for me and there's no turning back i guess?thats sad.geez.and some ppl jus dont give a damn okay.its fucking irritatingokay.ugh.whatever laa.so i shall jus act like nothing happened??always giving ppl the benefit of the doubt.goodness.super irritating k.i dont wanna talk abt it alr.hmphf.

anyway!!i've planned to go to perth with my pts,bali with my twin and hawaii with my lao gong..hahahs!this is so fun!!thats after i graduate laa.gosh.ill have a blast okayy??heh.whee.

hmmm,so next weekim going tanning agn.maybe i wont tan?ill jus go there and play volleyball.haha.that's gonna be fun and then i can lose weight please?!whee.heh.i seriously wanna diet!but i need to get my discipline back on track.hahahs.yes.

imiss a whole load of ppl please.
char.ling.mel.gemm.clara.mitch.nat,i miss her ALOT,MISS HER LIKE CRAZY!.laogong!pts.my godbro!!!!!my mummy,as in not my real mother.my erzhi,28. MY TWNNY!!!,RUTH.

sigh.i miss somany ppl k.those who i haven't seen in a long time?yeah.so that's it i guess?take care ya'll.love much.

"there with you"

"because of you-kelly clarkson"
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me.
Because of you
I am afraid.

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraidI watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you